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Presence of the sound of water:

when the moon smiles

I smile back at it.

but sometimes I find myself

yelling and scream at its direction

begging for it to go faster

although the moon shifts quicker

than I do. I'm still impatient so free me

find me a cold lake

I want to immerse myself in it

the rock in the sky and the

water in the ground natural ability

to extend power and influence

towards and through my being

reaching out and doing the same

to others without having to encounter

the creator of memories nor the logic observer

but feel with my soul

and the real roots interchanging for a change

free me from the middle

instill in me some of ur

secrets, let u and I get in touch

and balance our dreams & realities

for I have been sick, for too long.

I won't come out until all

the sensations have left.

having returned from a different place

back into my warm center

there where I sit, I should stay grounded only of you I shall speak.

the shortcuts of the mind & sound, sensation

heres 2 stones, 2 hearts might as well destroy them

for many reasons but manly the trees, the skyz and this bed I lay on

may they never have a future of love & laughter,

because they are the worst of each other muddied in lust & brutality

In a land that lost all its boundaries then decide to rebuild, 

A society after another willing to trade and replace, throw out its inhabitants going and leaving the inner and outer battles to die

continue less but fornever to repeat

Parts of My Misfor tune.

It's good to learn to be alone but never really to live everyday thankful of those who see u the way you do, not to dismiss you as an insane or crazy passerby. To recognize the few even if they're not right next to you. those that helped you along the way and restored your memory. In hopes to pass on the love, experience and sensitivity back into the community. living by the manifestation of the good that was offered. 

that will throw you back into reality feet first. To know now to stay away from the one's that might think they're helping and imprison you. Life has taught us to deal with some a certain way.

with dealing and being dealt inshallah will remember that once the time is here. Whom and what parts can you trust to observe you.

I couldn’t hear, sea or speak I could just feel. Life is a game until someone’s gets serious and pulls out a metaphorical gun.

I sit on my throne, and I’ve rebuilt its base on which it sits on, and bubble around it. I found it with in me right in the center of my being. I’m here to play one last time. Out of the matrix catching a wave is where I’ll end up with no physical reflection or projection of this world around me. Only the markings my spirit will hold. Had played the game will be accessible in my soul, I will not be in a land where I’m disadvantaged.

Knowledge is important because it lays out a path. Innerstanding is important cause it lays out a plan. Visualizing and articulating are important cause it manifests. To learn it is a path only you can take. I choose to function in this world but also to journey in the other with my anchor tied to my foot. Both worlds are different and do not always validate each other. The human experience and the phenomenon of dreams validate them.

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for now and once again my peer these are the topics discussed in the black and blue state of presence series.

may the memory of salt water forever guide you and no greedy dam stop you.